Beautiful Darkside (Revisited)

The faster I find the bottom
The sooner I turn it around
It seems as though I've forgotten
Just how far down
I can go in an instant
And I can take you there
I can take all my friends and family and I won't care
‘cause I have the most reckless heart when I try
And I have the most beautiful darkside
I need to find some meaning
Something true to believe in
‘cause left to my own devices
The beautiful darkside wins
The beautiful darkside wins
Always one for a good time
Always one for extremes
Until the fabric of life starts tearing at the seams
And I can never remember
When it started to turn
I just simply forget all of the things I've learned
‘cause I have the most reckless heart when I try
And I have the most beautiful darkside
I need to find some meaning
Something true to believe in
‘cause left to my own devices
The beautiful darkside wins
The beautiful darkside wins
Someday I will die
Could be today or tonight
The truth Is I'm terrified
That I have wasted time
Wasted time
Have I just wasted time?
‘cause I have the most reckless heart when I try
And I have the most beautiful darkside
I need to find some meaning
Something true to believe in
‘cause left to my own devices
The beautiful darkside win
The beautiful darkside win
(oh oh oh oh ooh)