Beautiful Chaos

Verse 1:
Aye
It all could be beautiful
If patients was our guiding light
In the arc of this musical
I been through ups & downs
Won’t lie highs are usual
So i -
Take a photo
& reminisce wit the old folk
On the times
When they were in they prime
Dawg u would think i was kiddin’
Most of em tell me
They still in it now
Man-
That give me hope for the future
I still move with intention
But can’t lie ion smoke like I use to
If i knew then
What i know now
Going into it
I’d double down on myself
On my way to improvement
Stop waste days way with these hoochies
As a kid i was foolish
But as a man
I only stand for truth
Me & the crew
Banded together
Expand what we knew
Created happy accidents
& then we hand it to you
Give us more time
& you’ll see what we do
Give em a reason or two
To respond “that nigga speaking the truth”

Bridge:
So it 2015 I’m in the air force
Stationed in Ellsworth AFB SD
Shit was trash—but misery loves company
I met an artist by the name of Mayzin
Who introduced me to the process of creating music
The rest—
Well the rest is being documented in real time
Tryin to find the beauty in this chaos - yeah

Verse 2:
I hug truth
& i shun lies
I sun bathe
In sunshine
I wake up
I’m surprised
I thank God
I thank God
I thank God
I thank God
Aye
Tryna side step the devil y’all
(huuh)
I’d be lying
If i told ya that i never lost
(huuh)
Invested in some merch
I gotta get it off
Invested in myself
I gotta get it all
While I can cuz our time ain’t promised
Niggas walkin round throwin hate at me
Like i’m they problem
Like what
Because i smile you think I ain’t got em
Naa i just don’t bitch about shit
I solve it
Posted at the crib
But ill slide if ya call me
Name a better concoction
Than weed & some coffee
Huh (well me)
J.larry & beatz is a motif
I love my sisters
But I’ll probably slide for a Jolie