Beating Something Dead

I hate how much I miss it
Sick of screaming good night princess
You always sit above my head with
Tears and air pods in

And I wonder where you went
While I’m in the background
How much harder can it get
I’m sorry if i lashed out
I’m always so upset
Now I won’t make a damn sound
You’re beating something dead
Why don’t you put your hand down

Is this how it ends
How could I forget now
I’m honestly impressed
Go party at your friends house
I’m so over this
Ill just keep my head down
We’ve always been a mess living in a glass house

Leaving cracks where I stood
And inside of us
I thought that I could
Fix it every time but
Wherever I was
You would find a way to beat me again
Against the glass every time
Leaving scratches that I would patch and say will be fine
I apologize

Sorry baby my hands hurt
Holding onto plans that will never work
And I know that you'll list all your demands first
You're a landmine
A cancer
Goodnight princess
I'm tryna live the good life no stress
Do you have to
Do you have to
Bring it back baby I'll be right there
I'm just tryna get out of my head