Beams

Baby you’ve been holding out for me
Maybe it’s not meant to be
I’ve been, man I’ve been losing sleep
I need to let you go
I just want to be free

Baby you’ve been holding out for me
Maybe it’s not meant to be
I’ve been, man I’ve been losing sleep
I need to let you go
I just want to be free

I settled in to binge watch my own thoughts
I’ll repeat “What if I die and get caught?”
And if you find me and you love me clear my search history
Please don’t judge the time that I thought I was diseased
With M.D. confirming that I’m crazy
Either that or I’m just lazy
Could it be?
I’m just tired of picking personalities within mе
I’m full of shit and I can tell you that for free
And somehow evеn on my worst days
I love harder than I do on my good days
And I feel it all deeper than I’m all
And I feel it straight down to my core
Is it a blessing or a curse?
I’m not well versed before the first time
I feel fine with the love I carry inside
Cuz I don’t die and the sun is set to rise

I’ve been looking around
I’d love to see since I have my head buried in the ground
Now I’m coming up for air, bless the clarity and sound
Now I’m coming up for air, bless the clarity and sound

Baby you’ve been holding out for me
Maybe it’s not meant to be
I’ve been, man I’ve been losing sleep
I need to let you go
I just want to be free