Be still (my heart)

[sample]
He's boring
Is that a reason to erase someone?
I've been thinking lately
How i was before and how i am now
And it's like he changed me
I feel like i'm always pissy now
I don't like myself when i'm with him
I don't like myself anymore
I can't stand to even look at him

Nodding off picturing the view outside these photos
I've been holding so dear to me
Your eyelids join the frame

The words i write too vulnerable to say out loud
Do they ever get to you?

You're not everything to me i promise
I wouldn't be able to hold you
If all i had was you

I know how much it gets to you
That i want to see you more than you do
Play more games, just chat with you
You always shine so bright

So when you're cool with me again
Come by and make yourself at home
Tell me how to treat you best
And i'll go back, do my own thing when you want to rest

[sample]
Too many guys think i'm a concept
Or i complete them or i'm gonna make them alive
I'm just a fucked up girl who's lookin for my peace of mind
Don't assign me yours

I remember that speech really well