Be Still and Know

[Intro]
Sometimes I look up at the sky and wonder where You are
Sometimes it's like the pain inside of me is going way too far

[Verse 1]
I just need to hear Your voice, God
I just got no other choice, God
I wanna be where You are
But now I'm feeling way too far apart from You
I still keep moving on, that's true
But it ain't what You want me to do
I need to wait on You to move
I'm feeling pictures in my mind keep coming up
Like what if my life was like this, like that, it's too much
I'm sick of all those thoughts, I've had enough
But I guess it's just a chapter in life for growing up
I got tons of questions I wish I could ask for answers
'Cause the deepest pain in parts of me are not yet answered
Is this my calling Father or should I not bother?
Am I the only one in this world that feels forgotten?

[Chorus]
Sometimes I look up at the sky and wonder where You are
Sometimes it's like the pain inside of me is taking it too far
I'm vulnerable, I need You to heal my broken heart
I wanna talk to You much more but I just don't know where to start

[Verse 2]
I been through a lot of things I don't like to talk about
'Cause every time I do, I feel my heart weigh down
I feel my heart break, yeah, and for me it's a lot to take
And when I look back, when I reflect, I so wish it was fake
In my life I took some falls, I got up but still got the scars
The other day I felt so far like You never existed, nah
Apparently You forgive but I don't feel forgiven
Apparently You give freedom but I still feel imprisoned
Can You make me new and help me to believe in You?
'Cause everything I did and do, You probably would never approve
To say what's real for me, I would be so uncomfortable
So I cover it up and act so fake like nothing happened, no
I'm lost and I need Your direction to guide me home
But I just don't feel courage so I remain alone
I know I'm undeserving of Your love so i sit down and cry
I never realized every time I do You dry my eyes

[Chorus]
Sometimes I look up at the sky and wonder where You are
Sometimes it's like the pain inside of me is taking it too far
I'm vulnerable, I need You to heal my broken heart
I wanna talk to You much more but I just don't know where to start

[Verse 3]
You say You died for me but I guess I missed the point
You said You I can live but right now I just trip
Don't mean to disappoint but right now I'm out of joint
That's why I don't call you back or send you texts saying where I'm at
I been through some stuff a lot of people can relate to
But I think I'm the only one who's full of anger because of it
Because what's happened back in time
I believe I'm the only who isn't moving on but staying on the same line
A lot of "what if's" but I need to let them go
And trust in You to lead me down a path that I don't know
Wanted to walk this road myself at first, was tripping off my ego
With You though You lead the way and carry me there, none compares

[Chorus]
Sometimes I look up at the sky and wonder where You are
Sometimes it's like the pain inside of me is going way too far

[Outro]
Be still and know that You are near
All this time, You were with me, You ain't disappeared
I was feeling so cold inside
But now I realize You were always on my side