Be Me

Waking up, wondering what I'm gonna do
Sinful things coming to mind, I hate that shit
That type of shit that make you wanna end it all
All that shit I use to put up with, Yeah I hate that shit
Just a memory away from hurt and pain
The lies told, everything in vein
Imma stay in my lane, and try to fight the pain
All the people that doubted, they gone be in pain
To see a young black wealthy nigga in the game
Ten toes down coming right in the game
Lames coming from each and every way in they lane
I’m prospering, I'm moving and they hate that shit
Nigga you wasn't around when I was suffering
Nigga you wasn’t around when I was starving
But now you all up in my face back the fuck up
I ain't your bro nigga, i'm that pussy that you called me back in middle school
Raking up millions everything I'm featured on
Just bagged some bloody shoes I'm on my cardi shit
That type of shit that make a nigga wanna kill you
Everything you cop I been had , you a wanna be
You wanna be me so bad nigga you done researched me
I feel attached to this shit like I own it
Its like a curse that never will be broken
Constant fear and failure got me overly drained
Tears coming out like a draining faucet
Coming out is lies, and tears, doubt, and envy, pain and hurt
Got me over the edge im on the breaking point
Isolating my self from each and everyone
Everyone and everything got me upset
Im sick of this shit I want it to leave
Pack your shit and get the fuck out my life because I'm sick of it and I'm over it