​be her / ambient 6820

[Verse 1]
When friends tells me I've got bottom energy
I say back, "I have anxieties"
But, hey, that joke wasn't too bad
I'm just stressed of all I don't have

She's been so sure since middle school
She's always known that she's so damn cool
Sometimes I wish that I could be you
And sometimes I hope I never see you again

She told me beauty is a buildup phase
Dark hair, green eyes, in a [?]
I fear I never really listened
She knows I never really listened now

[Verse 2]
I don't [?] someone rings the doorbell
[?] bleeding on the chair against the wall
If I got pain, that [?]
(Wouldn't care at all)

My breathing slows to a steady rhythm
Putting back my cigs, [?]
Even if it's 99 to 1%
It does me some good to think about it

Her focus shifts to my bleeding finger
How'd that happen while we're sitting here?
I don't wanna say for fear of worrying her

She can't feel the things she doesn't understand
I felt the razor from my other hand
I don't wanna say for fear of worrying her

[Instrumental]