Bastard Son

I'm just a bastard
Felling numb in my chest
And I can't really stop my self
From loving this women

I wanna run
Pick my gun up
And I just wanna leave this Earth
But I cant keep it to myself
I cant accept the truth in my heart
I cant accept the truth in my heart
I'm just a bastard son
With a gun

And I know the truth
The devil is inside of me, and you
Why am I so sad all the time?
The happy in my face is such a lie
And I can't
Believe the truth sitting inside of your chest for so long
I don't believe in the truth
The truth
The truth
The truth
The truth is just a lie

I'm just a bastard
I'm just a bastard
I'm just a bastard
I'm just a bastard
All forgotten
I'm forgotten
I am left alone in this ?
And I can never come back
from my regrets

I, I, I, I just wanna sleep
I just wanna sleep