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I wouldn’t call this happy
But it’s something
I wouldn’t call this blissful
But it’s something

I’m cleaner than I was
(Than I was)
(Than I was)
(Than I was)
Cleaner than I was

Thought I would’ve pulled the plug by now
(By now)
Thought I would’ve pulled the plug by now

You waited
(You waited)
I waited too
You waited
I waited too

I coulda been cowboy
Coulda been a rockstar
Coulda been an astronaut

Coulda been a doctor
Coulda been a boxer
Coulda played basketball

But I waited

I wouldn’t call this happy
I’d call it alcohol
Wouldn’t call it lonely
I’d call it nothing at all
Call it apathy
Call it atrophy

Lonely all the time now
Lonely all the time now
Anxious all the time now
Bored out of my mind

Thought I would’ve pulled the plug by now

You waited
(You waited)
I waited too
You waited
(You waited)
I waited too

I coulda been a cowboy
Coulda been a rockstar
Coulda been an astronaut

Coulda been a doctor
Coulda been a boxer
Coulda played basketball