Baseball season

Am i wasting your time
Am i doing something right
Im so sorry for troubling you
I'll be sure to work on it more

Do you ever get that feeling
Where you're never too sure
About whether or not
You have tried to make it up
But you've let it fall apart

Is it love when you've given up
Watching from afar as you let go
Will you remember me as you move on
To those who can love you more

"be yourself"
That's what i've been always told
But never how
I'm probably not the best and that
I'm too old
To think i'll keep holding onto pride

What's holding me back
That i don't know
I'm falling off track
And it's hard to show
Moments fly, and i'm
Always looking to the faces that i used to know

Is it love when you've given up
Watching from afar as you let go
Will you remember me as you move on
To those who can love you more