Banquet

[Chorus]
Lets have a banquet for the lord
Our lord
Red rose turning gold as we clean the blood
Anniversary for the sins that I forgot
The turning of the clock
The memories I lost
The fear that still remains
As fragments in my thoughts
They keep on moving on
And I'm still holding on
Know that
I remember when we get better
To stay together
Ok

[Verse 1]
Cause' whats my sin
Yeah I don't know
I guess thats a sin
And I got a ways to go
Before I know
Reopening the chapters in my life that I closed
I ain't go ghost shawty
I was on a mission
No this ain't the life I choose
Shawty I'm my fathers victim
All I know is what he showed me
Thats why I'm sinning
Now I cannot choose
No [?]
It got me switchin'
So I had to go and learn about myself
But I'm back now
And I may not be who you remember
But I promise I'm better
And that we have a feast
Shawty let's just have a drink
Running to the woods
Hoping to jog my memories
Cause' if I could
I would be remembering
God forgive me for my sins
I know not what they be

[Hook]
I don't know what my sin is
If it ain't a forbidden fruit
I don't know what my sin is
If it ain't mistaking the truth
I don't know what my sin is
I guess that is a fuckin' sin
So I attone in the end
But until then

[Chorus]
Lets have a banquet for the lord
Our lord
Red rose turning gold as we clean the blood
Anniversary for the sins that I forgot
The turning of the clock
The memories I lost
The fear that still remains
As fragments in my thoughts
They keep on moving on
And I'm still holding on
Know that
I remember when we get better
To stay together
Ok

[Verse 2]
For them better days
Now worlds that were meant to be
I ain't meant to leave
Just had to get right metally
Now I'm remembering
Lookin' at our wedding ring
Of what you meant to me
And what I meant to you
Mighta been a past love
But we still got our youth
Please don't blame me
You always had to choose
I ain't gonna hold a grudge
Do what you had to do
Cause' life ain't easy
Shawty ain't that the truth
Cause' life's a game
And we ain't playin' as we pieces
Under control
And we just lookin' for releases
And my sins plot our course
I'm still ignorant to it
Ignore the score
I need to plan another trip
To forget
Cause' ignorance is bliss
And it's harder on me
So it's harder on you
Yeah it's harder on we
Fuck it
Let's have a feast

[Chorus]
Lets have a banquet for the lord
Our lord
Red rose turning gold as we clean the blood
Anniversary for the sins that I forgot
The turning of the clock
The memories I lost
The fear that still remains
As fragments in my thoughts
They keep on moving on
And I'm still holding on
Know that
I remember when we get better
To stay together
Ok