​banking on a funeral

[Chorus]
So who showed up to your funeral?
(I been, I been, banking on a funeral)
Only saw your family pulling up with all their casseroles
(I been, I been, waiting on a hearse)
For every moment you spent living I sat here alone
( I don't, know why, you make me think of funerals)
But at the gruesome end I ask you where'd your friends go
(I been, I been, banking on a funeral)

[Verse]
We live our lives online and wonder why we're so alone
I go outside to get reminded not to leave my home
You should lighten up and maybe then you'll find a bit of hope
You should be shutting up man, I don't even care a bit at all
Computer screens and actors, lights off and my back hurts
Car wheels roll backwards, lives lost like captives
Dying young's in fashion, I live that gutter life no mansions
No handouts no pensions, wear my body out for my pay check
Don't say nothing, don't spray it
I been in my head of late just brain me
Take a .45 or a mil' o' nine and send the lead out of my cranium
Brain splatter on pavement
All of the grey matter just wasted, if you want something just take it
Can't be assed complaining 'bout it
Thoughts tracked on a post it
Can't connect at all with humans (Humans)
Something broke in my brain machine
I can't talk to you with no booze in me
So friends come and they always leave
But that's fine though it's alright with me
I've found the way that I'm meant to be
All alone I can finally breathe
Let me breathe, let me breathe
Bury me in mulch and rotten leaves
July will mark the two years that I've grieved
Why waste your time I beg you don't believe in me

[Chorus]
So will you show up to my funeral?
(I been, I been, banking on a funeral)
Only saw my family pulling up with bottled alcohol
(I been, I been, waiting on a hearse)
Keep the numbers low I had no friends that they could get involved
(I don't know why you make me think of funerals)
Shout-out to my ones across the world I'll never see at all
(I been, I been, banking on a funeral)