Ballerina

[Chorus]
She a lil ballerina, she got my head spinning
I gave her the power to play with my feelings
I wasn’t strong on my own yet
So I wasn’t in the position to make good decisions
Nevertheless, shawty held up a pose for me
What a performance but now the show’s finished
Curtain call, round of applause for the love that we shared
I admire her now at a distance

[Verse 1]
I'm part of the crowd now cuz I'm not her partner
I'm back in the background, I'm way at the top
Looking down on her, sometimes our eyes wonder and meet
And thеn suddenly everything stops
Mеmories start to resurface and feelings emerge
That were gone, that were lost, that were strong
Maybe the truth is we’re both still in love
Tied together and share an unbreakable bond
That’s wishful thinking but I can still dream
I put my mind at ease when I create those scenes
Cuz I hate my reality, I’d rather sleep
Cuz all being awake does is cause me to weep
She's an interesting person, she's clothed in mystique
Ballerina, I swept that girl right off her feet
Then she slipped through my hands, all my wants and my needs
Disappeared when she left with my heart, she’s a thief

[Chorus]
She a lil ballerina, she got my head spinning
I gave her the power to play with my feelings
I wasn’t strong on my own yet
So I wasn’t in the position to make good decisions
Nevertheless, shawty held up a pose for me
What a performance but now the show’s finished
Curtain call, round of applause for the love that we shared
I admire her now at a distance

[Verse 2]
Still under control cuz I let her control me
Cuz I still consider her my one and only
Delusional thoughts that I can't seem to shake
Cuz I’d break if I didn’t have those to console me
She knew me when I wasn’t in a good place
But it turns out that I’m more fucked up than the old me
And I’m not surprised cuz she left me behind
High and dry, left to die, now I’m bleeding out slowly
I couldn't picture a life where she's not in the picture
I ripped up old pictures and poured out some liquor
I just wanna kiss her, I don’t wanna miss her
She’s fading to nothing, a shadow, a figure
She’s trapped in my mind, she’s a prisoner
And she’s the subject of all of my literature
We’re far from similar, she’s done, I’m into her
There ain’t no going back, there’s no convincing her

[Chorus]
She a lil ballerina, she got my head spinning
I gave her the power to play with my feelings
I wasn’t strong on my own yet
So I wasn’t in the position to make good decisions
Nevertheless, shawty held up a pose for me
What a performance but now the show’s finished
Curtain call, round of applause for the love that we shared
I admire her now at a distance