[Refrain: Scuare]
You didn't understand what I wanted to say
You play your own game at a solid pace
I never really cared about the time of day
Because I can run it down just to find a way
I believe that we've been here before
I've seen this place in dreams
It's hard to play, the pictures perfect in my head
I saw the rain, I've seen the person that you've been
I saw the pain, and there's nothing I can say to change the way.......
[Verse 1: No1mportant]
That you feel about me at this present moment
I try to call the old me with the phone E.T. phoned home with
The busy signals torture my head like water boarding
Failed attempts at reaching me worse than when you ignore me
I've learned the only lesson depression can offer for me it's better to Hide it, fake that you're never deprived or worried
Happiness was apparent until confusion took over
I swear this trait is inherited, man I'm usually a soldier
The dude with the grin you loved to show off to your friends
Who loved you with all of his might and then some, aura so bright and crimson
Now i despise these symptoms and how they've deprived my wisdom
Of knowing how to be intimate with the chick of my visions
Never did I figure my sickness was getting harmful
Now i feel like the nigga from Forgetting Sarah Marshall
They taking my chick to barbecues and feeding her tasty morsels
Making her old life with me seem like it was a waste and awful
Shit maybe it was but be thoughtful of the crazy you once had heart for
I may not be a rock climber but i can rock and climb charts
Bipolar but kind heart, a soul that redefines art
I know I need to help myself but help is such a dry start
I pray to a being that's like God and beg him to bring me my bright charm
That once had you in my arms and skeptical to fly far away
You say i need to be more understandable
So i kick my sneakers off and spit the next verse from your sandals
[Chorus: No1mportant & Scuare]
I thought that this was where I wanted to stay
I thought that space would leave my soul fulfilled
But it don't, and I feel.... like the void is even bigger now
I know you're happier than ever of late, and somebody else is giving you thrills
But if they don't.... then I will and I promise I'll be different
[Refrain: Scuare]
You didn't understand what I wanted to say
You play your own game at a solid pace
I never really cared about the time of day
'Cause I can run it down just to find a way
I believe that we've been here before
I've seen this place in dreams
It's hard to play, the pictures perfect in my head
I saw the rain, I've seen the person that you've been
I saw the pain, and there's nothing I can say to change the way....
[Verse 2: No1mportant]
You can never change the way I see you in my brain
I'm different now you don't know me things will never be the same
Your begging is so unflattering, makes me wanna change
My number and get away from you and all your stupid pain
Paradise surrounds me and this is where I reside
Quit informing me that you can't eat or sleep and quit crying
You'd rather sit in seclusion than hang out when we all meet up
Rather sit and make beats when i wanted my pussy beat up
Every time i ever wanted to take you out in the night
You'd rather smoke marijuana and marinate about life
Terrible to keep trying, embarrassing, be advised
That if ever I see your face I will bury it in a pile
Of the shame you brought my intuition, I thought I made good decisions
What happened to the happy go lucky dude that just went missing?
I miss him
But not enough to ever return so you should usher in a new era and just let it burn
When i met you, i was just as confused as you, i loved it
But you're still awaiting nothing and I'm already above it
I'm already in love with my life and you're not a part of it
You knew that i was leaving way before we even started this
Harder shit is headed your way, but if you can't handle this
You're hopeless, give it up and take your feet up out my sandals bitch
And if you ever fuckin' phone me again it better be to say you accept me as only a friend...
Goodbye
[Chorus: No1mportant & Scuare]
I thought that this was where I wanted to stay
I thought that space would leave my soul fulfilled
But it don't, and I feel.... like the void is even bigger now
I know you're happier than ever of late, and somebody else is giving you thrills
But if they don't.... then I will and I promise I'll be different
Promise I'll be different
Ballad of a Jupiterian was written by Scuare & No1mportant.
Ballad of a Jupiterian was produced by No1mportant.
No1mportant released Ballad of a Jupiterian on Mon Apr 15 2013.