Balcony

For a minute
I thought that I had it-
Just kidding I barely grabbed it
If someone's listening
I think they'd find it boring
Everything's beautiful here-
Even our diseases
How do I learn from my mistakes
If I haven't made them yet?

I feel wholeheartedly blank
Like some grand granite idea

Maybe we're trying too hard
Trying to make this all last
Maybe I'm taking too big
Too big of a bite
My brain's a parking garage
And everything's beautiful here-
But it could be better
Getting really good at finding out
How much enough is

I feel wholeheartedly blank
Like some grand granite idea

Every time we crash is 'cause we went to fast
And what you got last night is something that you might
Owe the next morning
O look at the view, nothing you can't choose
Just a world of fruit rushing up to you
Falling off the balcony
And I ate my glad til I'm doped and fat
Free of hurt and bad and there's something left-
Something that I'm lacking

I feel wholeheartedly blank
Like some grand granite idea