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[Intro]
My insecurities are eating me alive
And I spend every waking moment stuck inside
Console my friends and reassure them that I’m fine
But I’ll cast aside
My fractured mind
And maybe I’ll forget I wanna die

[Verse 1]
Wake up just to waste away
Feel the poison inside my veins
And I
I think our parents were right again
Fuck the game, it’s so hard to win
So tell me lies, my heart is open
Criticize my art, I’m broken
Terrified of words unspoken
No sеcond tries, just forward motion

[Chorus 1]
My insecurities arе eating me alive
And I spend every waking moment stuck inside
Console my friends and reassure them that I’m fine
But I’ll cast aside (Aside)
My fractured mind (Mind)
And maybe I’ll forget I wanna die

[Verse 2]
Felt this way since 18, yeah
Dropped out of college, still no escaping yet
I liked it
You like this
Now I hate the excitement
Whatever
When I think that I’m going somewhere I never am
Fucking sick of your honesty, like I give a damn
They’ll call it a dusting; it’s an avalanche
Avalanche
Not a chance
Saving me’s irrelevant

[Chorus 2]
My insecurities are eating me alive (And I don't want to live a life like this)
And I spend every waking moment stuck inside (Can't seem to figure it out)
Console my friends and reassure them that I’m fine
But I’ll cast aside (Aside)
My fractured mind (Mind)
And maybe I’ll forget I wanna die

[Outro]
Console my friends and reassure them that I'm fine
But I'll cast aside
My fractured mind
And maybe I'll forget I wanna die