Balance

[Verse 1: Aesja]
It just so happens that I'd rather spend money on stu-sessions instead of clothes
Spend time on writing instead of those boys
Am always busy when you wanna go

But it's so I can do whatever I want
Flaunt whatever I bought
And maybe purchase a yacht in a few years
Don't get it wrong, I still had to look past the tears
But I don't wear makeup so it never smears
'Cause I still have fears
Here, there, everywhere I wanna go
Always seems like it's too much to hold--balance
And I get scared sometimes, what if my talent's not enough?
But I have an angel watching from above

[Chorus]
But they probably wouldn't get it even if I gave it up
And I'd definitely still bet it even when I don't have enough

[Verse 2]
And I can't wait 'til I'm riding in that drop top Audi
Instead of saying hi to people in the halls who do nothing but doubt me--diss and down me
See what you did on Instagram and Twitter?
I had to unfollow and now you're bitter
I don't have time to keep track with you
Too busy racking up

But you sacrifice a lot on the way to the top
I lost some friends and I still wouldn't trade for a stop
Crop them out the pic cause they all flopped
And they act like they forgot
Like I'm just an afterthought
But what I have is nothing that you could've bought, would've bought--naw

[Chorus]

And they probably wouldn't get it even if I gave it up
But I'd definitely still bet it even when they don't have enough