Bad Year

[Verse]
I've been leading such a bland life
Going without sex, hard-pressed for a good time
But I've got one thing on my mind
All the time and no good excuses
It's been going on a long time
Wallowed in regrets, bad bets, high stress
And feeling I'm a waste of my time if I'm not making my dreams come true
Maybe we could be exceptions to the rules
Maybe love, the habit, or drug was meant for the fools
Maybe song and death just consume me
I've been having such a bad time dividing my attention
You want it? Do ya? Do ya?
Maybe if I shut the fuck about how I'm pathetic
I'll get it and change my fucking ways
And I won't hate what I've become unless I regret it
Now that you've said it, I give up
But I know I won't be sad
Because I'll always have something to love