Bad thoughts

I don't want you yeah
But now I do cause I see that I'm missing you
You always there when
I needed you but guess I wasn't all I could

You wanted to save me from myself
Cause I know I didn't want no one else
But then I lost sight of what I had
I pushed you away and that's so sad

So run away from me
I drain your energy
Late nights I lie awake
Just sipping on that Hennessey
But you ain't calling me
I really pushed you away
Yeah I regret all the times
I said my feelings were fake
And I don't wanna let you go
Cause I fucking hate it on my own
I know it's not fair but I still need you around
So when your not there
I feel those bad thoughts surround me

No I can't catch a break now
I think I might just go insane now
I wonder if you feel the same but
If you don't I understand yeah

It's all on me cause I couldn't give you everything
Wish I never hurt you wish you never needed me
Cause when you do I just act like everything is cool
Hide all my true feelings smiles are deceiving

I said some things I know I shouldn't have said
I had uncertainties inside of my head
But I think I'm not worth your time so
I think you should let me go

So run away from me
I drain your energy
Late nights I lie awake
Just sipping on that Hennessey
But you ain't calling me
I really pushed you away
Yeah I regret all the times
I said my feelings were fake
And I don't wanna let you go
Cause I fucking hate it on my own
I know it's not fair but I still need you around
So when your not there
I feel those bad thoughts surround me

(So run away from me)
(I drain your energy)
(Late nights I lie awake)
(Just sipping on that Hennessey)
(But you ain't calling me)
(I really pushed you away)
(Yeah I regret all the times)
(I said my feelings were fake)

So run away from me
I drain your energy
Late nights I lie awake
Just sipping on that Hennessey
But you ain't calling me
I really pushed you away
Yeah I regret all the times
I said my feelings were fake
And I don't wanna let you go
Cause I fucking hate it on my own
I know it's not fair but I still need you around
So when your not there
I feel those bad thoughts surround me