[Chorus]
I ain't showing to the party when I'm feeling down
I'll just drink too much 'till I black out
I would say what I'm going through, but I can't now
Friends hit me up in my DM like bad out
I've been tryna get the bag, but the cat's out
I've been feeling real used, like a hand-down
I've been going through things I don't understand now
Friends hit me up in my DM like bad out
I don't know what to say when I suffocate
Everything a sketchbook that I can't erase
Take the fuck up hanging in the hallway
That's why they see me, cause they only see the mistakes
Blame my brain, they know I do
I've been tryna' mend the heart that I misuse
In my feelings, that's when I miss you
Open up a DM, like "fuck you"
[Verse]
I know what I said, but I'm sorry
Tryna' make up for the past, only hardly
Don't you ask me how I am, don't start me
Tryna' get back on the track, not partly
I know what I said, but I'm sorry
Tryna' make up for the past, only hardly
Don't you ask me how I am, don't start me
Tryna' get back on the track, not partly
Not partly
Not partly
[Chorus]
I ain't showing to the party when I'm feeling down
I'll just drink too much 'till I black out
I would say what I'm going through, but I can't now
Friends hit me up in my DM like bad out
I've been tryna get the bag, but the cat's out
I've been feeling real used, like a hand-down
I've been going through things I don't understand now
Friends hit me up in my DM like bad out
I don't know what to say when I suffocate
Everything a sketchbook that I can't erase
Take the fuck up hanging in the hallway
That's why they see me, cause they only see the mistakes
Blame my brain, they know I do
I've been tryna' mend the heart that I misuse
In my feelings, that's when I miss you
Open up a DM, like "fuck you"