Bad Intentions

7:30 in the morning man..., slept at the studio, I just woke up and I had all these bad intentions about life..., so I just took time you know just write each and every one of them down...,Drink give me hype../

Yeah../Bad Intentions in my mind I tell myself am grown.../wonder why this feeling didn't hit me all along../see I often write my wrongs and put them in a song../smoke the pain away until it's all gone.../I been wondering why all the people I met.../all my demons in check../ been looking down as threat../it's time for me to collect../time for me to eject...all the pain that am feeling it's such a silly distortion now take a sip of my portion-thank God mama never paid for abortion-am taking that as a caution-see my picture in motion what's that..??
It's gaining up on me it came from the back../
I've been busy in the kitchen cooking up a new track.../most these ladies on crack.../this how we making the stacks../in my hood ain't no room for these rats../if you seeing around the corner you'll get hit with a bat../you know the color.., most of us the villains in black../
Got My heart broken countless times right now am just steady../though my pride is still heavy man I'll let go when am ready../see my eyes are still sweaty- think y'all wanting to test me../feels like y'all just against me../feels like the world is against me../
So I took sometime away from everyone and the media-greed was getting more greedier-an instigate of Acedia-before you talk bout me... check your facts.., on Wikipedia -am just saying../that nun of these youths today is praying../
I dont do relationships no more man I got love for everybody that's loyal to me- am so close to living the dream../it's not as bad as it seems../see I plotted the schemes../now close to living the dream../I gotta bowl just like Kevin Durant.../
Lately I been busy tryna paint me a picture../in a room full of liquor../drinking out all my problems n counting up a huge figure-am so lost man am not even a drinker../man am more of a thinker../take away all this liquor../
And all this just a figment of my imagination with less exaggeration../I learnt my lesson../Maybe am just guessing.../yeah i forgot to mention../ that I still count my blessings../man I still count my records../drop a hit within seconds../it's how am living now man am always on on the low../they don't even have to know that I've been on on the go../am good by myself trust man I was like before.../i never sold my soul../I'll never sell my soul../man I trust in the Lord-he gave me what I afford and am so grateful for everything he ever did../