Bad Habits

I waited long ‘till I had the guts to move
Hoping strength would find me soon, like I had something to lose
And darker days kept leaving scars on me, for everyone to see
A vision black and white, there is no wrong or right
Or a hand to hold

Misery keeps me company
When you’re not around, I feel so far from home
Misery, you ain’t a friend to me

I got bad habits that I can’t break, I’m still soaking in the blood of yesterday
I wonder if they care at all
When I fall

Always knew that I had to change
But knowing’s not enough to stay away
I guess feared I was too late
Sunday morning, a second chance
I saw you standing in that dress
I wonder what you think, or if you see me sink
I gotta let you go - I got

Bad habits that I can’t break, I’m still soaking in the blood of yesterday
I wonder if they care at all
When I fall
I got bad habits that I can’t shake, hell
I bought another pack the other day
And if it’s not for heaven’s sake
Is it just another habit to break?