​bad guy

[Verse 1]
Got everybody thinkin' I'm just the bad guy
Got déjà vu, think I was here in a past life
Back then she used to break my heart just to pass time
I play the game, but I think I'm on my last life
I built it all, I watch them turn it to rubble
I try my best to walk away, but I stumble
I look inside and wish that I was more humble
My ego gets the best of me, it's a struggle

[Verse 2]
Where will I be in the end?
When I start losing everyone I used to say was my friend
Time passed by quick, memories play pretend
Sharp words like a knife, push me over the edge
Sharp words like a knife, cut me off of the thread
And I did it before, maybe I'll do it again
And I'm so sick of your words you never meant what you said
And I'm so sick of my life, I think I'm quitting my meds
And I did it before, I think I'll do it again
And I'm lost inside this forest, I don't know where it ends
You never had a broken heart so you don't know if it mends
You never been the bad guy, they never wanted you dead