[Intro]
You know I've been through a lot
You know I've been through a lot
You know I've been through a lot
[Chorus
They jealous I know
It's just natural, make hits with my eyes closed
Only feel alive when I'm in the studio
Only feel alive when I'm in the studio
I paid the price though
Live a fast life, 'til I hit the funeral
Only feel alive when I'm in the studio
Only feel alive when I'm in the studio
[Verse 1: Caj Flow]
You know I've been through a lot
Fighting with my demons, in here it rains a lot
How I'm still depressed when I really made a lot
Game I never played a lot, guess I'll takе a shot
Now I got the cash flow
Watching my stash grow
Finally found love
My girl she a bad onе
She make my pain go
But I'm in the shadows
Still gotta make songs
Life is way too dark though
[Chorus: Caj Flow]
They jealous I know
It's just natural, make hits with my eyes closed
Only feel alive when I'm in the studio
Only feel alive when I'm in the studio
I paid the price though
Live a fast life, 'til I hit the funeral
Only feel alive when I'm in the studio
Only feel alive when I'm in the studio
[Bridge: Caj Flow]
I, don't give a f*** if I get villainized
I'll just be myself until I die
You won't bring me down
It's the last time I can be the bad guy
I, don't give a f*** if I get villainized
I'll just be myself until I die
You won't bring me down
It's the last time I can be the bad guy
[Verse 2: eduxr]
I just wanna feel you on my heart
Smoking a couple dart
To numb the pain that I locked
In for you, keeping you blocked
Outta my vision
Kept me in prison, holding me down
I just wanna leave town
Whipping around in the Rari
I'm never gonna come back and say sorry
I just wanna live life in the party
Little bit of NyQual for the knock out