Backstabbed A Million Times (End of Beefs/Grudges)

[Intro:]
YBL
Yeah
Finna Talk My Shit

[Verse 1]
Coming from the bottom, was prayin' for wins
I'm stackin' my chips like I'm playin' for skins
Whole lotta fake ass niggas I seen through the grins
If you ain't ridin' wit' me don't pretend to be my fuckin twin
They throwin' shade but they never outside
If you don't fw me kill me or cut me off don't slide
Don't dap me up with that snake in your fucking eyes (Wtf Wrong With Them)
Say it with your chest, don't whisper no lies
I'm tryna make it, this life ain't no fuckin joke
Was praying had to hustle for damn hope
Dreams heavy, back hurt, still tote
If I fall ten times, I'm up on the eleventh, no cloak
Tryna win big, I ain't here to survive
If you hate me, cool stand on it, cut ties
I ain't stressin' no man, I'm alignin' with God

[Chorus]
Why do I get backstabbed?
What would y'all do if yall was me
Try to find the right people in my life to grind where we wanna be
You got niggas tryna act like my bruddas but they hating on me like sum sheeps
If they try one of my real bruddas they ass getting left deceased
Why do I get backstabbed?
What would y'all do if yall was me?
What would y'all do If you get backstabbed million times
What would y'all do if you feel suicidal cuz of snakes sometimes
Makes me wanna crashout but if I do I'm wasting time
Why do I get backstabbed?
What would ya'll do if yall was me
So called bruddas always hiding shit never texting me
So called bruddas always texting them but ego'd me
They be tryna turn me insane reality they don't ride for me

[Verse 2]
Circle real tight like a four-digit lock
Play with my love ones they ass getting popped
Cut 'em off quick like a fade with the taper
Circle stay small no room for a faker
They was never real, just playin' they damn position
Tryna get a plate but was missin' in the kitchen
I don't owe a word, not a text, not a mention
Rather die alone than fake love with intention
Shit hurt me my so called closest brudda in Fort Worth talking reckless snaking me but said gon slide with me
Cap in his breath ain't shi gon' ride with me
Made a whole hit together with a plaque on my wall
Shit hurt me inside but I'm still standing tall
Don't give two fucks cuz my real bruddas gon ride for me
Play with jaden
Chris
Blaze
Michael
Khyson
Renzo
Kyrie
Halo
Jamarion
Huncho
They die
Imma always die for mine

[Chorus]
Why do I get backstabbed?
What would y'all do if yall was me
Try to find the right ppl in my life to grind where we wanna be
You got niggas tryna act like my bruddas but they hating on me like sum sheeps
If they try one of my real bruddas they ass getting left deceased
Why do I get backstabbed?
What would y'all do if y'all was me?
What would y'all do If you get backstabbed million times
What would y'all do if you feel suicidal cuz of snakes sometimes
Makes me wanna crashout but if I do I'm wasting time