Back To The Start

[Chorus]
Yeah, I just wanna go back to the start
Back when I had a less broken heart
But the pain is just a bit too strong
And I’m wrong, I’m wrong, I was wrong along
Yeah, I just wanna go back to the start
Back when I had a less broken heart
But the pain is just a bit too strong
And I’m wrong, I’m wrong, I was wrong along

[Verse 1]
I’m honest, I swear I do care, yet it’s hard to stare
Into the bottom of a kid who’s so empty, bare, full of despair
I’m just a lonely soul hidden in a lonely home
Such a lonely role cause now I’m all alone
Never have a reason to get the fuck outta my bed
Curtains shut, lights off, I’m pretty sure I’m dead
Haven’t slept in a week, try not to slur when I speak
Pain reached the peak, Jack’s gonna help me sleep
Yo, woe is me, woe is me, I just need some love
Yeah, low is me, low is me, I just need a hug
And guys, please, I’m trying, man, please don’t leave
Slit wrists, fucking up, that’s pretty much just me
Sitting in my room, as I start crying in my bed
Thinking bout the thoughts that fuck me up in my head
I swear I’m trying to climb but the slope is to steep
Pour myself another cup and cry myself back to sleep

[Chorus]
Yeah, I just wanna go back to the start
Back when I had a less broken heart
But the pain is just a bit too strong
And I’m wrong, I’m wrong, I was wrong along
Yeah, I just wanna go back to the start
Back when I had a less broken heart
But the pain is just a bit too strong
And I’m wrong, I’m wrong, I was wrong along

[Verse 2]
I make my mama cry, she cries “baby why?”
I said “baby died, baby tried a successful suicide”
You won’t see him soon, mom, get outta my room, mom
Tell the family I hate those motherfuckers like you, mom
I sing this shit for you Frankie, Zander, and Charlie
I try to give a shit but it barely works, hardly
I sing this out for you like we’re a partner in crime
Part of the time cause I’m sick in the mind
Fuck, I’m sick, I’m so sick, I’m fucking sick of this shit
I feel like shit, feel like shit, pain got me fucked up on it
So I’ll stumble around till I crumble on down
To the pain and tears, I left right on the ground
Cause I got nothing left, nothing left to lose
Cause this last, single dying breathe goes out to you
Please, please just bury me deep so I can get some real sleep
As I keep this song, cause they’re others broken like me

[Chorus]
Yeah, I just wanna go back to the start
Back when I had a less broken heart
But the pain is just a bit too strong
And I’m wrong, I’m wrong, I was wrong along
Yeah, I just wanna go back to the start
Back when I had a less broken heart
But the pain is just a bit too strong
And I’m wrong, I’m wrong, I was wrong along

[Bridge]
No matter how much I keep on trying
I just keep on dying as I keep on crying
These happy words come out though I’m lying
As the doctors keep on supplying

[Chorus]
Yeah, I just wanna go back to the start
Back when I had a less broken heart
But the pain is just a bit too strong
And I’m wrong, I’m wrong, I was wrong along
Yeah, I just wanna go back to the start
Back when I had a less broken heart
But the pain is just a bit too strong
And I’m wrong, I’m wrong, I was wrong along