Back To My Ways

Dont know how to, start this shit, write my darkest shit
The easiest, pullin me close, staying on my toes
I dont know, will i blow? i might be gone forever
If i didn't choose this path, would i do better
God knows, the thing I loved was killin me softly
My hopes and dreams buried man that shit I'll be costly
Luckily im back in the groove and im starting to love it
This game is a bitch, she startin to suck it
Yall talking that rubish, we crabs in a bucket
Like if I can't do it neither can you, thats why i do what i do, show em this beautiful view, of life
Whose to say whats wrong and right
Follow your dreams nothing more to life
No frat, but my brothers there for life
You know who you are and to those I haven't spoken
Just know that page remains open, but im on, the next chapter
So much to learn what about, the life after
Feelings to deep sometimes the camera dont capture
The pain expressed, thinkin bout those with less
It makes it hard to look in the mirror but yet I have to
Homegirl i have her
Shes cookin, bacon and eggs, not beggin for head
Ain't fuckin with the bitches back then, who left me on read
Im passed that, collecting this check now let me cash that
They just following the bread, i got to set up mouse traps
Im right back, sonnin rappers, tryna be the best father
Treading this poisonous water, no competition, dont bother

Im back to my ways, im back to my ways
Im right back