Back Then

[Intro]
I forgot to take my zoloft (I forgot to take my zoloft)
I been gettin' fucked up (I been gettin' really fucked up)
I can feel the stress come (I can feel the stress come)
I can feel me goin' numb

[Chorus]
Baby won't you fuck me like back then
Tellin' me you love me on my bed
Tellin' me you love me 'till the end
Now that's all that I can think about in my head
I've been crying cause I can't stand bein' just friends
Fuck platonic I could never forget what you said
Say I love you nowadays you're just fillin' with your dread
I've been turnin' to it all, yeah I've been turnin' to the lead
I don't deserve your love and I've been countin' all the cuts
How long it takes to wash away blood
Baby I would end it if I could
I've been smokin' away my lungs
And I've been countin' up all the bullets in the gun
I got one for me and one for you if you want
Maybe I'll end up back in that bedroom when I was young

[Bridge]
I forgot to take my zoloft (I forgot to take my zoloft)
I been gettin' really fucked up (I been gettin' really fucked up)
I can feel the stress come (I can feel the stress come)
I can feel me goin' numb

So I smile when I cut my wrist now
That's all the pills do durin' all my mental breakdowns
But I ain't cryin' as much when I frown now
Cryin's for attention, what's the point if no one's ever around?

[Chorus]
Baby won't you fuck me like back then
Tellin' me you love me on my bed
Tellin' me you love me 'till the end
Now that's all that I can think about in my head
I've been crying cause I can't stand bein' just friends
Fuck platonic I could never forget what you said
Say I love you nowadays you're just fillin' with your dread
I've been turnin' to it all, yeah I've been turnin' to the lead
I don't deserve your love and I've been countin' all the cuts
How long it takes to wash away blood
Baby I would end it if I could
I've been smokin' away my lungs
And I've been countin' up all the bullets in the gun
I got one for me and one for you if you want
Maybe I'll end up back in that bedroom when I was young

[Outro]
I forgot to take my zoloft (I forgot to take my zoloft)
I been gettin' really fucked up (I been gettin' really fucked up)
I can feel the stress come (I can feel the stress come)
I can feel me goin' numb