Back From Orlando

Lately i been feeling like the least
Scripts telling me thats the best place to be
I'm a beast when i decrease
I remember when i used to iron creases in my jeans
Now these lines in my mind cut the boxes over time that I built
Trying to feel trying to fit
My success had me tryna impress
Tryna instill
Some sort of value
Visible attributes to attach to
Been around the world w/ no place to map through
Looking at John...Luke, Mark, & Matthew
Instead of standing on the Gospel
For my posture
If Obstacles are opportunity
...My paths looking like the Aggro Crag
My selfish ways you can have those back
I been focused on my closet & deposits
My assignment is seeking the One who sovereign in the silence
Telling my son he's my prince
Affirming my daughter's confidence
Revenue streams & the one I'ma spend my life with
..used to strive to be the nicest
Rhyme for them to recite it
How minute
Shame on me i would try to
Find some affirmation in what i do
Get it & forget it
What a cycle
How insightful
How deceitful
Good is evil
What could stifle
& make lies true
Not you
Its psycho, to do the same thing & expect
Something else
Thats what they say
I disagree
I believe
Motive is most important
It determines our portion
Use the what to implore men
Oh my Lord, what poor sense
Had to reposition some relationships
To save em
I was at a place that i couldn't escape to
In 2019. more safe spaces to face truth
Less scapegoats
More raincoats
No more friendly games, word to main source
I'm bout to be accountable for every word i speak
So the goal is to self assess & critique
I could easily do it for the stages
& say its different
Persuade you & save the gimmick
Paint the image of a saint but
Wait a minute