Baby Magic

[Verse 1]
One second, you're gone, but then the next, you're coming back
And up until now, I didn't care and I was fine with that
But you texted and you told me you liked when my hair was red
So I close my eyes and suddenly, I'm sleeping in your bed

[Verse 2]
Back in Anna Jaques, you said they wouldn't let you shower
By yourself, I wish I could have stole the list and wrote my number
Way back in McLeans, I was a ghost inside my body
Walk the halls, a renegade to everyone who loved me

[Refrain]
And I fеlt dead
To you 'til then
No, I felt dеad
To all my friends
And maybe I still do

[Verse 3]
Growing up is hard when you've got scars like in the movies
Tell the boy I'm having sex with, "No, you never need to worry"
I was young, I was impulsive, born with fire in my belly
I'm not broken anymore, I'd never call you up to fix me

[Verse 4]
January's cutting in like cop lights in the rearview
I watched a couple movies and remembered that I love you
And I miss my friend Amanda that I met back in the psych ward
I wish I could've stayed so she could teach me how to skateboard

[Refrain]
And I felt dead
To you 'til then
No, I felt dead
To all my friends
And maybe I still do

[Instrumental Break]

[Verse 5]
Angry at the virus 'cause I miss taking the train
Way up to Boston, pass through Ipswich and the tunnels of my brain
And when I pass the hospital, I think about my mother
And I think of baby magic, me with nothing to surrender

[Refrain]
And I felt dead
To you 'til then
No, I felt dead
To all my friends
And maybe I still do

[Outro]
And maybe I still do