​baby comes home to kill herself

[Verse 1]
Baby comes home to kill himself
His thoughts scattered across the shelf
And mother tries to keep him safe
Broken and angry, she can't replace
A double life, the pain I hide
I can't let you see inside
Please, just let me breathe
I need air and I need speed

[Verse 2]
Drinking the poison to stay awake
Sober and colder inside my brain
Eight missed calls, I try to break
Apart the sins I tried to claim
I am nothing, a disgrace
Stuck against the drugs I take
Sniffing blow until I break
You don't know how much I hate
Being apart of anyone
I bring depression with my songs
It's hard not to let them down
When all that I can do is frown

[Chorus]
I'm your son
I came home
I tied the noose
I let you go
I'm dangling
My vision's black
And now there's no going back
I'm your son
I came home
I tied the noose
I let you go
I'm dangling
My vision's black
And now there's no going back