​azalea // imagining a place better than here

[azalea]
I wonder if I'll ever see you past the summer
You spend your fall just searching for another
Pink flowers you could
Wait an hour before
You drown in your new life
Don't look at me like that
Your eyes don't speak
But I know what you mean
There's always stars in your eyes and so much pain that you hide
I really wish I could help but
I just say that I love you and there's no one above you
I say its alright but no I wouldn't trust me
I wanna hear that you love me
Before you're gone

[imagining a place better than here]
I can look kinda cool and I can sing alright
But that's all there is to it
And I won't say the words I'm thinking
Causе they'll just leave oncе I start to speak
When I lose everyone I love
But darling it's
It's alright