Away

I write these songs while in my bed (bed)
1820 from there but you still drive me mad (mad)
And every day I can't seem to understand
How you're so far but you still wanna hold my hand
I wanna go back to us laying in the sand
And remind you that you were always more than just friend
And I want you to know that I still try
To believe that you want me
Don't know why
And every time I feel everything's wrong
I'm gonna call you, gonna grab my phone

But
I'm away
I pretend that it's okay
But I'm away
And I'm so scared that you won't stay

And I won't lie, I feel alone
Since I left town and flew away
I can't undo what I've just done
What's left for me is wait 'til may
And I got this these pictures in my white wall
But I'm picturing you with her
Swear it won't happen
It won't happen again
Cause without you it's all blur

I know that you say
That between us there's an undying flame
That we gotta stop thinking about blame
That we'll always be and remain the same
I know that you say
That between us there's an undying flame
That we gotta stop thinking about blame
That we'll always be and remain the same

But
I'm away
I pretend that it's okay
But I'm away
And I'm so scared that you won't stay
But
I'm away
I pretend that it's okay
But I'm away
And I'm so scared that you won't stay