Awake 4 a week (confessions)

I feel like shit

My feet hurt

I can't breathe

My teeth hurt

I can't sleep

I can't see

I feel my fingers shaking

I feel my body shaking

I'm drifting at the wheel

I run through every red light I see

I almost crashed

I punched a hole in the wall

I fucked somebody's wife and put my finger in her ass

I passed out on the bus

I passed out on the subway

Feels like no one loves me

Feels like no one loves me

Feels like nothing's real

I think I can't feel gravity

I know that you're still mad at me

I hope you're not that mad at me

I slept on a park bench tonight

Took too many pills

And woke up under bright hospital lights

Looking for a thrill

I've been awake for too long

I've been alone for too long

I've been away for too long

I've been awake for too long

I've been alone for too long

I've been away for too long

I tried to go home and I couldn't stand up cuz everything was spinning

So I laid down in an alleyway, and woke up surrounded by cops

I hit three people with a bottle, and a fourth one with a rock

I stole everyday in high school, and I still never got caught

And I still never got caught

But I got in a fight at a gas station and got my ass beat by the cops

So I still say fuck the cops

And we still say fuck the opps

But they're all dead or in jail

Shit I'm better off than a lot

I woke up covered in blood

I'm lucky it was my own

I broke through the glass in an apartment building

I lost my wallet and phone

I passed out on the highway

Driving

I need some sleep I've been awake 4 a week

I've been awake for too long

I've been alone for too long

I've been away for too long

I've been awake for too long

I've been alone for too long

I've been away for too long

I crawled in the mud and woke up covered in ants