Avoidance in A Minor

High as fuck
Avoiding all my problems
Nigga I am stuck
Press my luck
When I can’t take the pressures
That they press on us
I got crutch
Need to use my legs
Tonight let’s break em up
Shake shit up
Worry how it settle
When we kick up dust

I got habits
Bad habits
Selfish tendencies
Smoke alot of weed
Find it tinting what I tend to see
Tend to me
I need you to see me
I won’t see your needs
Bend at knees
Roll them dirty dutches
Where I find my ease
What I need?
You to stop yo talking
And get on your knees
Swallow me
Then I’m back at head
King of colonies
We bump heads
To mе you dead
I don’t know the ledgе
Out my head
Pull you out your body you play wit my bread
Heavy meds
Often wanna push me right over edge
No
Instead
I let you push my buttons
Til I’m sick and fed
Say I wanna talk
But I don’t say shit you would think I’m dead
I’m alive but the way I’m feeling brother
I could die
No surprise
All this self inflicted
I’m my own demise
Still I rise
Think I’m Maya Lou when I sit and scribe
Smoke it up
I don’t give a damn
That’s why I’m slowing up
Showing up
Cuz I can always see
Who hate showing love
Know enough
Tell me why my feet sometimes be cold as fuck
Jumped the broom
Then bought us both sticks
So we could sweep the room
Just in case
I rather catch a case
Then be in casket placed
Crazy place
That God chose for us
But hell we make shit shake
Worth the wait
I’m like a 100 ki’s
Baby I’m worth the weight
Dope as fuck
Got some shit wit me
But I won’t let it stay
What can I say
Maybe I don’t like me
But can’t part away
I know that I got it
So need to self deprecate

High as fuck
Avoiding all my problems
Nigga I am stuck
Press my luck
When I can’t take the pressures
That they press on us
I got crutch
Need to use my legs
Tonight let’s break em up
Shake shit up
Worry how it settle
When we kick up dust