​​avalanche!

[Verse 1]
Everybody keep trying to
Convince me it's the last time
I just kick and scream out as
They carry me away
I tried every crutch and every
Therapy that I can find
But, yeah, honestly, I just
Mostly self-medicate
Such a good vibe, I've been
Swinging on vines, yeah
Chained on me
I went over to the West side
Then back to the East
What you know about me?
Tell 'em more than I preach
You don't know about peace
No, I feel like my mind's gone
Wherе has all that time gone?
Don't forget mе when I'm gone
She'll be singing my songs
Shit's so dumb
I was convinced you were the one
And it hurt so much
Just a gift, though
It goes on and on like a gif, though
Been so long outta this show

[Chorus]
I'm shouting, avalanche, yeah
I got all this blood all on my hands, yeah
I don't understand
I changed too much to know who I am
And I just can't deny
I don't got the energy to sit here and lie
Won't learn my lesson, I don't get why
I don't expect it, let me switch sides

[Verse 2]
I don't get that
Get back, yeah
Why would I wanna switch back
To the past? Yeah
I won't learn my lesson
And that shit's sad, yeah
I don't want no less than what I gave out
Yeah, I was just so worried about it
That I didn't realise I had no
Choice on what's the outcome
Let it out 'cause I got feelings I can't outrun
And it's slowly taking over my head

[Bridge]
I know it
Please leave me out of it
Trade me for silence
All of the time you'd
Save me if you'd just be
Completely honest
I should've known it
I couldn't stop it

[Chorus]
I just shouted avalanche, yeah
I got all this blood all on my hands, yeah
I don't understand
I changed too much to know who I am
And I just can't deny
I don't got the energy to sit here and lie
Won't learn my lesson, I don't get why
I don't expect it, let me switch sides