Autumn Leaves

(Shit)
Look
It’s just too much on my mind
I need some time for me, you know
Cus, it’s a lot for me and I just can’t take it like that
I just don’t wanna hurt you no more with that*

Lately I ain’t feeling nothing
And sorry if I’m hurtin you
But you know this ain’t my intention
You want me to tell you the truth
But I’ve being honest since day one
I be the one you can lay on
But the fire that was burning in my heart
Just went out

And yeah nowadays I feel empty as hell
Can’t even tell if I’m down or depressed
Cus I don’t even know what I am feelin
Even if I try I cannot be healing
But what’s the point of a relation if I can’t give you all the affection you need ?
If you gotta prevent yourself from givin me all the love that you feel ?
But you keep trying
And I can’t blame you
But I don’t deserve it
You’re doin too much
You don’t see through it
All this indifference you see in me
Represents the cold that is fillin my heart
I think I need time to focus on myself
To ease my soul and get a new start
Fuck it

I don’t understand all my mind phases
I know that’s my fault but
Even through my mind I can’t get to find the reason
And baby I don’t wanna hurt you
But I can’t make you happy
You say you want my heart
But it’s so used, dirty and empty
Im sorry i can’t give you what you ask for
Maybe I’m not the one cus you deserve more

Cus you’re a good girl
With good intentions
You’ve got a good heart
That’s full of passion
But I don’t wanna hurt you no more
I guess we gotta split up cuz you wait for something more
But I’m stuck in my ways
Im stuck in my ways
Im stuck in my ways (x2)

Im tellin you that everything is okay
But that’s a lie
Can’t see it on my face
And that’s a part
Of the things that I hide
Things that I only let come out at night
Alone with my demons, overthinking all the time
Tryna find somewhere to hide
Easin the pain with that thing that kills me from inside
Fuck it
Used to feel the tears burning in my eyes
Drippin on my face
Lotta pain up in my heart, i had no more space
Now I got a black hole
Feel my heart turning black
I can’t even get to cry cus I’m empty it’s all dark

I know that it’s hurting you
You tryna help me girl but I’m gettin away from you
And I’m sorry
But you don’t deserve it
I know you tryna help me
But the problem is inside me

(It’s just too much on my mind)
(I need some time for me)

Cus you’re a good girl
With good intentions
You’ve got a good heart
That’s full of passion
But I don’t wanna hurt you no more
I guess we gotta split up cus you wait for something more
But I’m stuck in my ways

(Shit)
(I’m sorry)