This song is seemingly about Hayden’s struggles with his past of making famous Minecraft parodies, and being worried about everyone hating him as he attempts to step away and make his own music.
[Verse 1]
Drive
Desert Island
Night
Too tired to stand
Why won’t you show me around?
Like
An ambitious
Move
But superstition
Keeps me from even making a sound
[Chorus]
Forget who you thought you were
Remember all of these pointless words
Names and jokes I just can’t seem to grasp
Will they hate me if I leave too fast?
[Verse 2]
Thoughts
All in my head
Bring
Me to the surface
Or do they drag me down with all the rest
Life
Is just a mystery
Why
Not just go for it
I cannot seem to try all of my best
[Bridge]
I plague myself with all these thoughts in my head
I’ll blame myself for not being yet dead
That’s what is cool right I’m not in it yet
I look up to you cause you are the best
Maybe I’ll start thinking for myself
Maybe I’ll stop living my own hell
Maybe I will try to fix myself and see who I am truly
Maybe I just don’t know me
[Outro]
Woah
Woah
Woah
Maybe I just don’t know me
Woah
Woah
Woah
Maybe I just don’t know me
Autumn in Solitary was written by Hayden McNulty.
Autumn in Solitary was produced by Hayden McNulty.
Hayden McNulty released Autumn in Solitary on Sun Mar 24 2019.