Autumn Lyrics
I sit in my worries puddled sweat and disturbances
Worsened health, world topsy turvy, been a nervous kid
Full of shortcomings, shawty coming over no more
Old clothes on the floor
Doze off just to hope for my phone
Those petals turned rust
First touch I heard the word love
Blurred vision came next was stressed and got herself stuck
I had to come up
Yea I had to come down
Mid summer sun, blocked, ducked out with a frown
Over and out, copy, walk and talk without doubt
Emotions on lock, hand over mouth
Clouded skies, cookie crumbs follow crooked aisles, they all doused in lies
Book it on the highway with some drowsy eyes
Time flying by future present both found behind
Flick the lights, poltergeist, trynna hide the lousy
I tear at my heart just to feel somn, peel nothing, squeeze lungs to breathe
Blood rushing
Brush the dust of opponent up under rug, he was nothin
Brush rustlin, a bug snuck in
Vermin thought he was welcome until his skull crushed in
They tongue split, triple headed, death dripping from lips
The sun sit, the sky bleed, heaven kiss fingertips
Pardon the faults of my father
But this rot clog up my thoughts, hard to be forgotten
It haunt my closet to flaunt the flaws I been keeping locked in
Ball up my fist, pause quick, reflect and jot my losses
End of my wit, stay with it until the end regardless
Promised my past, carve in my faith, I will not depart it
Make my household proud, my house hold me down
In they mind when out of town, I keep my soul homebound
Each repeat I get better fleeting feelings can get severed
Key in ignition and rev it, feet to the street like flint pebbles
I don’t talk I speak, wind up under my wings
Fallacies in ya spirit, weak, we witnessed you flinch
Freewheeling and free-willed I am wisdom equipped
Quit the weepin, reap what’s mine watch for whispering hints
Threw on the fleece and went outside walk the winter abyss