Autodidact

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The freethinking brain can finally travel
Take the radio waves
And stew up that imagination
I worry too much
Boredom gets to me
Pussy
Yes they call me this
The masters of the ocean
Churn
Churn down in my mind
Calling me only what I feel at times
I just want to be loved and liked by everyone
Everyone
Shining down on my every move

Impossible thoughts
Stay on this cruise
Never go back
Relaxation calms these metal nerves
Need to just let go and become a giant
Forcing the improvement of our musical system
One can't do such
Especially with such lack of confidence
Maybe they see it
Maybe they frown upon this face
Time
I keep drifting away

I look forward to these days
Physically, but mentally they can become very tiring
Physically, but mentally they can become very tiring
Why worry
Why worry

Personal happiness should be all that matters
I feel this most of the time
But days like today mordecai flies down on this ship
And stares me in the eyes
Every time, can't change

Maybe I should just be this bedroom performer I keep hearing of
Yes I can myself this
Control
Control me
Sit back now
Piss it all away

Loser
Losing
Lost
Loser
Losing
Lost

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