Aura, the intro

Sitting, I'm pondering, wondering, "who the fuck I’m gonna be?"
They tell me I switched up on them
Motherfucker, I'm just doing me
Don't get used to my presence, I’m still tryna balance my ego and my inner me
When I fuck up, I own up
Fuck with my aura, I'll show you how life's supposed to be
I've been writing to get out my feelings, to just get away
But my pain always gets in the way
Overcame it twice but, it's never the same
Fall in love twice but, it's never the same
If truth ain't enough, make it real when it's fake
Free me from my mind, I can’t take the betrayal
And if I chase it all my life and it still amounts to nothing
Do I still keep going?
Should I still keep going?
Should I?
Should I?
Should I still keep going?