August 19

I wake up in the morning and I think I’m gonna die today
Battling my demons that are tryna take my life away
Voices in the head and I don’t know how to put them away
My life barely begun and I ain’t really tryna die today

My mind always remembers bout the times that I was happy with you
Really wish i never lost you wished we could’ve continued
And every night you’d cry girl my shoulder was your tissue
And my eyes are shedding tears cuzh girl yea I’m missing you

Every days a rainy day
Every day’s a sadder day
Try a couple drugs to see if it would take the pain away
But it always makes it worse so im just hoping for some better days
And i really hope you’re listening hoping this brings a tear down your face

You’re perfect with all of your flaws you the one for me
But it seems I can’t move on cuz you broke my heart in three
Im gonna rap my heart out baby just so you can see
How much you made my heart bleed

Like oooh
Yea ive been crying
Like oooh
Feel like im dying
Like oooh
Yea ive been lying
Never been alright but im still here and im still trying

Like oooh
Yea ive been crying
Like oooh
Feel like im dying
Like oooh
Yea ive been lying
I never been alright but im still here and ill keep trying

Sometimes i wish never met you but im glad I did
You didn’t have to break my heart like the way you did
We were young and dumb and we tore eachother into bits
Didn't know how to love cuz we were only just kids

I been keeping track of all the times my heart been broke
The realest shit I’ve ever said “don’t wanna feel no more”
Ayo brodie here pass me the cup gon pour me up a four
I don’t wanna pop no more cuz they all going to my dome

Fuck on any bitch get em an Uber send em home
Juice wrld he once it he said girl just let me know
you da realest that i ever had im tired of these hoes
Are you gonna come wit me cuz someone knocking on my door

It’s the devil and i fucking told him to leave me alone
You turned your back on me so i just copped me some vlone
Reminiscing all the nights when you would always call my phone
August 19th last time you hit my phone

The other day i called your number but nobody picked it up
Heart broke like some glass now all these pieces that im picking up
Really tryna get you back so baby hit me up
I hate you and i love you and we both know that we both messed up

Yous my day one but i guess i wasn’t enough
All the songs I made about you said it wouldn’t get rough
Now im heart broke but I still got all these feelings
Moving on is gonna hurt cuz you left my heart bleeding

I wake up in the morning and i think im gonna die today
Battling my demons that are tryna take my life away
Voices in the head and I don’t know how to put them away
My life barely begun and I ain’t really tryna die today

My mind always remembers bout the times that I was happy with you
Really wish i never lost you wished we could’ve continued
And every night you’d cry girl my shoulder was your tissue
And my eyes are shedding tears cuzh girl yea I’m missing you

Like oooh
Yea ive been crying
Like oooh
Feel like im dying
Like oooh
Yea ive been lying
Never been alright but im still here and im still trying

Like oooh
Yea ive been crying
Like oooh
Feel like im dying
Like oooh
Yea ive been lying
I never been alright but im still here and ill keep trying