Attain

They drinking henny anything to make them forget
Chase it with a cup of sprite and they be falling
Seems like every motherfucker always talking
I be numbing all the pain until it knock in

So I go
I’m wasted, they know
It’s just all a show
They acting and cracking
But never will grow

It feel so unreal
No way to appeal
Lost track of the wheel
I hate how it feel

I just stay outta the road
I gotta turn off my phone, oh ay
My pockets dripping with gold
Full of shit outta control, no way

I don’t wanna to walk it slow
I’ll leave it out in the cold, tonight

So many things that I’ll never attain
So many ways I feel every shame
Shred of a shadow who cannot abstain
Saving the light at the slight of the grain

But I couldn’t let it happen
It’s crazy how thеy get away with acting
Buckle up and fasten
It’s looking likе we’re crashing
Burn away in ashes
Hard to breathe, I’m gasping

Trading all the bits and pieces I could never hold
As I’m stuffing all the pain away from eating at my soul
Pray on a day we keep out the cold
But it is not the story we told

Over and over, it never will fade
Wishing forever that something would change
Needed the most, but you never had stayed
Changing the boundary, escaping the maze

Deafening sound at the crash of a wave
Deep of the blue that I never could brave
But silence is all that you save

Characterized by what cannot define us
No way of telling where every line cuts
Struggle of keeping my mind up, but I don’t know where it wind up

So many things that I’ll never attain
So many ways that I feel every shame
Shred of a shadow who cannot abstain
Saving the light at the slight of the grain