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Currently, in a depressed mindstate
But maybe it’s fate that my demise is this way
When I’m down 'N need a lift
I spark a spliff 'N let the thoughts drift
Open arms embrace, the devil welcomes me
Feel at home when the seldom peaks
Feelin' meek
Reefer in the Dutch reek
Contemplating plans, forgot what the mission was
What our position was
Brain clatter, thoughts provoke on what yo' decision was
Where we stand
Knowin' my part, the options weighed in my hand
There’s a hole in my heart where yo' image was
The damage was dealt
Follow me, we take the preferred route
Just sit back an watch the world move
The planets ya' oyster an ya' pearl too
Why I let my mind take control?
I don’t know, lost in thoughts waitin' on a call
My days been dark 'ian seen a star
The smoke fill in the car
Even thugs cry but we still hard
I’m a thousand miles away from home, but it feel a yard
Alarmed, mindstate raided, invaded
By the blunt yes I’m faded
I'm faded as fuck
Why I let my mind drift too much
The dutch in my hand, come in clutch
Break the roaches, make a blunt
Lift me 'outta rut
Take some time off, some time alone
I seen the anger, saw the rage
Know the envy wasn't far
At this stage, at this stage
The envy wasn't shown