Atoms and molecules

Wanna die all the time but make it painful 2day
Demons staying in my head n i can't get away
Wish dat i was rlly dead make my pain go away
Atoms and molecules fuck up my brain
Stuck in a cubicle shit feels da same
5d my vision L-S-D okay
Mdma i never felt this way
I want more of ur love but i dont think its safe

I been staying up can't sleep but not cuz i dont want 2
Everyday i miss u more every week its like times two
If u had the knwoledge 2 know everything i knew
I been staying to mysself like my first name keanu
Everything around me just keeps falling apart
Dont wanna b the one to put u in ur place go play ur part
Dont kno if i should go n roll up or if should drop a bar
Face up i been playing life like poker cards
Pace up ??????
Dont wanna stay up lack of sleep still giving it my all
Get my pay up then drop it all on sumthn small
Going insane yea feel like im losing everything i got