At The Bottom Of This Lake Called Misery

[Verse 1]
Every time I touch the surface
I just want to go back under
Pull me further, with your words
'Cause we both know that I deserve it

Every sinking feeling feels like me and I can't help but feel
Feel like I don't even matter

And that's what keeps me going
Proving myself wrong
I don't care what they think
I just want to think I'm worth it

And that's what keeps me going(that's whats keeps me goin)
Proving myself wrong
I don't care what they think
I just want to think I'm worth it

As I look up to the surface
I can see the moon now
It must be the 100th time, I've tried today
I can tell my strength is fading

The undertow can take me somewhere else
I don't want to be there
Maybe that's not where I belong
Maybe I am different

And that's okay 'cause
'cause That's what keeps me going
I don't care what they think
I just want to think I'm worth it

Yeah that's okay 'cause
'cause That's what keeps me going
I don't care what they think
I just want to think I'm worth it