AT SOME POINT, MY LIFE WILL CAUSE ME TO BREAK!

Intro:
(shitty ad-libs)

Verse one:
My brain is always thinking but my thoughts don't make sense
You don't have clue of what's going through my head
Better leave me alone if I get nervous
I need to be fixed so for now I'm out of service
All this damage more than I can take
At some point my life will cause me to break
I cannot keep living this way
Something just doesn't feel okay
I feel like I lost my touch with reality
If I kill myself I bet no one will remember me
Swimming in my tears I ran out of them so I can't cry
Heart is going numb I'm already dead I don't feel alive

Verse two:
So that means I can't kill myself
My thoughts are confusing I don't make sense
Whenever I try to tell
Somebody about the way that I feel
It just eats me alive how
Everything is against me I
Hope that you see it from my perspective
Just so you can feel all the pain that I have dealt with
I hope that you live long enough through your suffering
I will never feel the same way coz of what you did
Thinking about all the situations I was helpless in
It cripples me to death can’t get rid of all this helplessness

Outro: (x4)
I don’t feel alive, I’m already dead