At My Worst

Pour me out another case of fucks to give
I think I've gave my last and don’t have anymore
I know you think of me
Just as some shaggy dog
You fed just once
And still I'm scratching at your door

And I know that I'm to blame for all of this
I never wanted you to see me at my worst
I tried my best
But I can’t get you outta my mind every night
So ill just hold onto my sorrows
Till you let me hold you tight

I panic as I vomit words
Onto your perfect face
They don't sound how I formed them
In my head

And now I'm drowning in
My own ineptitude
And I can see that my embarrassment
Is shared

And I know that I'm to blame for all of this
I never wanted you to see me at my worst
I tried my bеst
But I can't get you outta my mind every night
So ill just hold onto my sorrows
Till you lеt me hold you tight