At Least We Are Civilized

[Verse 1]
Alone in a crowded room
Wondering what everyone is thinking about me
And I've second guessed myself
To the point where even my own heart started to doubt me
(So I started running 'til I couldn't feel my legs)
Then I kept on running 'til I couldn't recognize
My own eyes in the mirror
(As they stared right back at the ghost I had become)
I couldn't remember why I had started to run

[Verse 2]
I gave up… (no more running)
Now everything is different
No, let me explain
You see, nothing is different
Just I am not the same
Oh, if I could make a difference
If I could make one change
I pray to God one soul could hear these words
So they wouldn't have to feel the pain of waking up
Every morning (fever sick and scared to get out of bed)
Not knowing if I took in oxygen
Would it just be one breath closer to death
I've been there before, I've been there before
Barely living for you or more

[Bridge]
Now I've been there before
Barely living for you or more
(I've asked myself a million times)
(I've asked myself a million times and I said…)

[Outro]
"Can I live like this? Can I live like this?"
"Yes I can, I can, I can live like this?"
"No, I must insist I can't live like this"